From:turkeyphant		[.]
	Posted: Monday 24th March, 2003 at 12:49.39
	Re: Seriously, replying to the comment is GOOD.

But is there anything else to do other than drift? I'm worried that you're only happy because you're indifferent to everything or you just can't be bothered anymore.

I meant it when I said I wanted to meet up and do something, do nothing, talk, whatever. I'm still here, still me.

From: (Anonymous Coward)		[.]
Posted: Monday 24th March, 2003 at 13:27.44
Re: Seriously, replying to the comment is GOOD.

I know you're still you, but i can't still be me [ i mean the way i was with you]on my own without you. I'm indifferent because it doesn't hurt that way. Liam didn't hurt, because i didn't feel anything. You hurt, because i feel everything. I'm sorry, i miss you like hell, but i can't handle going back to the way it was, and then letting it all slip away again. I still love you, but i need to get over it by myself. Trust me, this does hurt, but it's the best thing. I want to call you for your birthday, i haven't forgotten, but i know if i pick up the phone, i won't be able to put it down.
xxx....me

	From:turkeyphant		[.]
	Posted: Monday 24th March, 2003 at 18:17.47
	The world will consume us.

I think I know.

I only hope you're stronger than I am.