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Anyone here had a go at themselves

for a laugh?
Anyone opened their wrists

with
a blade in the bath Those in the dark

at the back, listen hard. Those at the front


in the know, those of us who have, hands up,

let's show that inch of lacerated skin


between the forearm and the fist. Let's tell it

like it is: strong drink, a crimson tidemark

round the tub, a yard of lint, white towels

washed a dozen times, still pink. Tough luck.

A passion then for watches, bangles, cuffs.

A likely story: you were
lashed by brambles

picking berries from the woods. Come clean, come good,

repeat with me the punch line '
Just like blood

when those at the back rush forward to say

how a little lovegoes a long long long way.













( Socially inept. )
tumbling dooown ]
I need to find a vent. I need to find a vent. I need to findaventfindavent. . .. ... (fuck up again) I need to find a
vennnnnnt»
,,,fuck up again;?
( The world is a pile of shit but so are the alternatives. The people who care for me, often don't. The people I care about don't already have someone and don't need to consider returning the sentiment. "me" ) Was it really just a week ago? ~taunt me taunt me~ AND THERE'S NO-ONE TO TELL IT all TO Was it really just a week ago? Was it really just a week ago? Am_I_such_a_masochist_) _doomdoomtich____/ ami¿ ( can i even be anything else? | )
[23:43.39] turkeyphant: What's it like? [23:43.50] µ: What? it.is.mentally.oppressive.it.is.mentally.oppressive.it.is.mentally.oppressive. ]socially-inept.[
rAGGAAGA moomoo "
in sooth, i know not why i am so sad" yesiyesiyesiyesido. ( (*yes*) (*i*) (*do*) )
[23:43.56]turkeyphant: Having someone. where is she? yes [23:44.05] µ: Fucking wouldn't know i've been missing you forever i [23:44.19] turkeyphant: Most people seem to. does he ever find her do [23:44.31] µ: Most people are cunts, don't base yourself off them [23:44.45] turkeyphant: I'm not, merely attempting to understand. is there a point anymore is there a point anymore ... ¿is there a point? [23:45.08] µ: There's nothing to understand
taunt me taunt me; [ t_a_u_n_t)m)e taunt myself ! ]
__have i found the answerssss? the big come down __
have I found the (answers#)) i... I willshewon'tshe willshewon'tshe willshewon'tshe sociallyinept ! { have i been missing this all my life } *reversereverse* have i? AMISUCHAMASOCHISTAMISUCHAMASOCHIST? am i such a MASOCHIST ;;;
[23:45.17] turkeyphant: I'm sure there's more than this. [23:45.26] µ: There is, and it sucks [23:45.38] turkeyphant: Then _what_? [23:45.48] µ: Then what? [23:45.58] turkeyphant: Yes: what? [23:46.36] µ: Fuck would I know [23:46.55] turkeyphant: Okay then. Where next? [23:47.05] µ: The pub [23:47.30] turkeyphant: I am at school hence I can't. And you know that doesn't help. [23:47.38] µ: It helps I [23:47.43] turkeyphant: Maybe. [23:47.59] µ: But, self destruction has always been my therapy
the big come down|was it really a week ago? |t tastes worse than the tears and burns my throat) FUCKUPAGAIN ¿is it actually~impossible for me to have a good day>>>? have am i i found such the a answers masochist?
h a v e i b e en m i s s i ng this s o me t h i ng je ne sais quoi [this girl] *a l l m y l i fe*?.?.?...
( is it actually impossible for me to have a good day? ) ittastesworsethanthe*tears* and burns my throat iis it is it actually impossible? Chop, chop chop it off chop chop chop it off chop, chop chop it off ]chopchop[ CHOP, chop chop it *!offffffffffffffffffff!* ) the *more* i think about it, the more false _every__ emotion becomes __:- : [23:48.24] turkeyphant: It tastes worse that the tears and makes me cough. [23:49.12] µ: Gin I wanted wanted wanted a childhood. Where did it all go? They'll never have one they'll never have one. [23:49.27] turkeyphant: First time. lossofinnocence where'ditgo? I wantedawantedawanteda childhood. where did it all go? they'llneverhaveonethey'llneverhaveone. [23:50.34] µ I dreamt I got high [23:50.54] turkeyphant I wish I dreamt. I wish I dreamt with another purpose. [23:51.07] µ Keep busy, introspection is the devil's work. [23:51.15] turkeyphant Do what? [23:51.57] µ Limn your feelings, not matter how retarded they are - magical sigils to entrap them [23:52.34] turkeyphant I can see nothing beyond tomorrow. [23:52.45] turkeyphant And I don't even like the look of tomorrow. [23:54.13] µ At least you have sight [23:54.23] turkeyphant What use is it? [23:55.00] turkeyphant It only allows for more intense masochism. [23:56.08] µ: Don't ask I. [23:56.39] turkeyphant Then ask what? Does anything pretend to have the answers? [23:58.39] µ The Bible
ineverwanttogrowupinevereverwanttogrowup.
it's not fair it's not fair )| snot smudges the shrine I painted to her on my hand | i thought it would last forever, but every trace is *gone so easily*, washed away under the tap | ( GUILT guiltGUILTGUILTguiltGUILT guiltGUILTGUILTguilt see a penny'''''? I have a scar on my knee.And there's no one to tell it all to. emotional infant Rip it up. *riiiiiiiiiiiiiippp* *shredderreddershredshreddddddddddd»»*
readthelyric SHEET read the ( lyric sheet ) | scythe | will the world ever change? | how can i change me? howlooooooongwillthislast? >does it go any other way" > +> thisismylot this is my lot this is my lot? seen this seen this seen this seen this scene play out so many times before before before before...
where is she? whereisshe? )i've been missing you forever( ( does he ever find her ) And the worst thing is, there are no reasons for this at all.
[23:59.26] turkeyphant: I'm running low on gin. [00:00.50] µ: When you run out, then gin provides another purpose [00:01.34] turkeyphant: And what is that?
I reached across to the [dead] carnation and snapped its head off. then collapsed into bed. {just change the scriptjust change the script} ( it is because i am ugly. )
[00:03.33] µ: a bottle to smash and injure with
pAIN e n o u g h pAIN ( whtifi'dbeenborn different different different! ) EMOTIONAL INFANTINFANTINFANT fœtus why does she do it? why do i do it?
cruel cruel beasts of sadism ( l i v in g i s t o r tur re ) t o r t u r e ( w h y w ont itsto p ) ( ( WHYWONT IT STOP''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''';;;; ;; ; ;; ;; '; ' , . ...
What is there left for me in this world? The people I want to know, already know and I'm increasingly aware I want to know them only because I've never understood before. ( the things I look forward to only remind me why I try to avoid looking forward. )
I'm remembering again what this all used to be like. HE NEVER GOT THE GIRL ............
I thought I could end up being something special, something that could last forever, but realised it meant nothing when I messed up in the same way I have done with others so many times before.
fuckupagain nn n n n how can i work it out. will we ever find out? WHta is "we"?
Rocknroll.
[00:03.42] turkeyphant: It's plastic. [00:04.27] µ: You fool [00:04.39] turkeyphant: Yes? [00:07.14] µ: Gin is for a murderous rampage, not a pussy plastic bottle [00:07.26] turkeyphant: I'm a pussy.
( more than anything, I want to be able to sit outside, on a grassy hill in the sun, and talk about books )
"DEAL WITH IT."



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    mood: Fucking guess
    choon: Everything and nothing.
Comments
From:ghostlight [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 13:05.23
 
Excellent work - it should have taken fucking ages to organise all that.
[some of your links are broken]

You know you were always my favourite.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 15:31.14
 Woo, a comment!
You have no idea how much you just made me beam. Nor how bloody long this actually did take. Total editing time is probably somewhere in the region of five hours plus, most of which was solid work over one evening. Funnily enough, I didn't ever check any of the links to see whether they were b0rken or not. The thing that took the most time was sorting out all my fractured HTML. You see, I went round throwing formatting everywhere for ages and only then checked how it looked. By then, I had found my on-the-fly nesting skills were hideous and that IE and Mozilla now rendered the page completely differently (both unsatisfactorily). Because of this, I then deleted all the formatting and painstakingly reapplied the tags one by one.

Even after tweaking, I still had more work to do. I'd done the piece on my lovely 1280*1024 flatscreen and then found that on anything less, it wrapped horribly, especially with my journal layout. So, after all my careful work, I had to ruin some of it to make it all fit on the lines. Which, of course, took far too long as well.

Still, despite the lack of variation sources, I'd wager this is probably the closest you'll get to a hardwire to my brain in turmoil. These really were the skewed thoughts rushing across my synapses that night, as they happened. Back then I was so emotional I could have been dreaming. Even I miss the majority of the allusions in this work. But still, I think it has value if only because of the way it reminds me of who I am (of what is me), no matter what I may think of that. It reminds me again what I am capable of and of my vulnerabilities. Because of that, this entry probably has to be my favourite. This is the one that most truly spoke from my head and from my heart. I know how much I'm getting carried away now, but this is the special one. This one is as though I have scanned my feelings onto paper.

But then, you probably didn't care about how long it took that much, did you?

Sorry about all this, I just thought I had to let you know how much I appreciate your opinion. I only hope people (including myself) are one day able to appreciate this; me.
From:ghostlight [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 16:04.27
 Re: Woo, a comment!
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 16:47.07
 It's nice to know you're still there.
From:ghostlight [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 16:53.29
 It's rare that I'm not.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 17:10.36
 I've never been able to tell.
From:ghostlight [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 17:16.48
 I never thought it necessary.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 17:26.49
 It usually is.
From:syzygy55555 [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 13:34.55
 
...i think im in love with you...
From:pynk_physh [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 13:48.21
 
you steal all my friends! :P haha. I just added this dude a few days ago, against his will ;)

--Robin
From:syzygy55555 [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 14:02.51
 
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 15:35.50
 I love the attention.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 15:34.13
 I didn't exactly struggle much...
From:pynk_physh [.]
Posted: Saturday 12th April, 2003 at 19:55.22
 Re: I didn't exactly struggle much...
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Sunday 13th April, 2003 at 09:45.39
 Re: I didn't exactly struggle much...
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 15:28.47
 [exist]
From:pynk_physh [.]
Posted: Saturday 12th April, 2003 at 19:56.39
 Re: [exist]
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Sunday 13th April, 2003 at 09:37.34
 existing still.
From:reetybee [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 13:43.20
 Speechless with everything to say
I have this desperate urge to say something to that but I don't know what, because the organised confusion expressed here is too difficult for such a newbie as myself to come close to understanding. I don't expect I ought to either.

I'm just so tearfully intrigued.

This is exactly what i was talking about in (part of) my rant last night, the distance I have from you people, yet, getting all too close at the same time.

I hope positive things for you, whatever they may be, however beautiful posts like this are, the implication to me is that there's something eating away at you. Although even that i'm not sure of, maybe this is your way of demonstrating total satisfaction. My point was, you come across so wonderfully interesting, thoughtful, artistic, imaginative, so many words. Don't ever let that go and don't let superficial things beat you down, whoever she is, you'll find eachother. Don't you hate it when people say that? I hate it, I know what's it's like and it's not the answer anyone is looking for. I don't know what I'm talking about, I'm just so touched...sorry, I'm really ranting now yet going nowhere in the process.

Don't stop being you
x
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Thursday 10th April, 2003 at 15:55.58
 Speaking with nothing and everything to say.
Don't think about what you want to say. Spontaneity is always best and, if you have anything to say, it will come when you open your mouth. You can't be a newbie. A newbie at what? Life? After all, we've all lived hundreds of times our years despite my feeling like such an emotional reject sometimes... But no, I can't begin to contemplate understanding, so I doubt you'll be able to properly understand either.

For me, there's only distance. And it yawns so painfully loud...

There is something eating away at me, but I'm not sure whether it's meant to be there or whether it's an invading parasite sapping away as it feeds. Perhaps these words and the ones linked demonstrate my satisfaction with how I feel about the emotions I was going though then. Hmm, maybe that doesn't make much sense? What I mean is, I understand why I felt like that, and I can accept that even if I don't like much of it. However, in spite of this apparent satisfaction, the feelings themselves are nothing but distilled and unbridled dissatisfaction with everything and anything all focused in by a few people on one bad evening.

I've always hated it when people tell the truth because I often find it so hard to accept. Especially from close friends. Sometimes I hate myself because of this. More often than not, I only find myself hating other people because of my fucking bitter jealousy. I'm trying to find out how much I should work at avoiding doing this. Is it natural or is my mind just screwed?

I'm sure to find her? I don't know whether I ever will believe that. Maybe - there's a chance for anything. But right now, I ponder over whether her existence is even possible.

Sorry, apart from all that, I want to thank you. Thank you for saying what you said. It was all the right thing.

And as for me, I'll try my best.
From:reetybee [.]
Posted: Friday 11th April, 2003 at 13:07.20
 Re: Speaking with nothing and everything to say.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Sunday 13th April, 2003 at 10:12.31
 Re: Speaking with nothing and everything to say.
From:lilsparklibunni [.]
Posted: Friday 11th April, 2003 at 00:59.53
 
very microserfs couplandesque. :)
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Sunday 13th April, 2003 at 09:30.47
 thankies
I think I've only read Shampoo Planet, but I assume you would suggest that one too? How is it similar to my entry?
From:thatblewapart [.]
Posted: Friday 11th April, 2003 at 08:35.00
 
I am .. completely blank as to what I should say.
As I said before, I really enjoy reading your stuff.
I just find it hard to make sense of what Im trying to say.
But .. wow and *hug*

((Bad at this arnt I, heh))
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Saturday 12th April, 2003 at 04:15.12
 Blank? Is it so bad?
I'd imagine it's hard enough trying to decipher what I'm trying to say. But do try your best, I really do appreciate any input or suggestions people give me. Sometimes my life is such a fucking complicated mess, I feel I need people's guidance.

But thank you. I know I don't comment enough on your entries and right now, I'm barely having enough time to update let alone read my friends' page. But yeah, sorry and thanks. Do try to take care...
From:massy [.]
Posted: Friday 11th April, 2003 at 17:37.02
 
I am impressed.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Thursday 1st May, 2003 at 08:01.06
 By my huge penis?
From:pokecapn [.]
Posted: Friday 11th April, 2003 at 21:07.39
 
holy crap
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Saturday 12th April, 2003 at 04:11.43
 foolé.
Yes, 'capn? What do you want to say?
From:sindivine [.]
Posted: Wednesday 16th April, 2003 at 04:24.38
 
That was really well done. Mind if I add you? Ive been reading your journal for while but only just got a live journal myself. Cheers, KKUSSLER
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 16th April, 2003 at 05:58.29
 thankies.
Not at all. I love it when I get comments and even more when they are complimentary. It does mean a lot to me if I've spent a lot of time and emotion on an entry.

Do you mind if I ask how you found my journal, especially if you never had one before? I find it really weird how people come across it.
From:sindivine [.]
Posted: Wednesday 16th April, 2003 at 06:02.25
 Np
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 16th April, 2003 at 13:08.47
 No matter, I guess.
From:sindivine [.]
Posted: Wednesday 16th April, 2003 at 19:06.49
 Re: No matter, I guess.
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Wednesday 16th April, 2003 at 08:38.00
 
Genius boy.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 16th April, 2003 at 13:35.24
 Yes, small girl?
What makes you only say it out loud now? I know it's obvious, but I like reassuring and you could have mentioned it earlier. Also: you still haven't told me what you think of it.

Actually, I haven't spoken to you for ages - either via MSN or long comments. I think that, before I go back, lots of people should come and eat a meal somewhere and consume wine. Anyone agree?
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Monday 21st April, 2003 at 03:43.08
 Re: Yes, small girl?
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Tuesday 22nd April, 2003 at 19:38.20
 Re: Yes, small girl?
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Wednesday 23rd April, 2003 at 10:12.44
 Yes, genius boy?
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Thursday 24th April, 2003 at 05:54.36
 You're still small.
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Sunday 27th April, 2003 at 06:42.54
 Re: You're still small.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Sunday 27th April, 2003 at 08:37.52
 Still.
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Friday 2nd May, 2003 at 04:17.08
 :P
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Friday 2nd May, 2003 at 04:26.54
 Not helping...
From:massy [.]
Posted: Friday 18th April, 2003 at 16:39.10
 
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Wednesday 23rd April, 2003 at 10:13.37
 
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Friday 25th April, 2003 at 15:04.29
 dot
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Thursday 8th May, 2003 at 19:08.50
 
I love this. I love being linked from you, as well. You're the sweetest boy. Come on aol more often.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Friday 9th May, 2003 at 00:23.40
 *warm beam*
It was a pleasure to let your work speak my words. Some of it is so inspiring, really.

At the moment, conversation is impossible as all chat software has been disabled at school - rest assured I'm working on it though. But anyway, you always seemed too busy to speak to me...

I quite liked it too...
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Friday 9th May, 2003 at 23:17.24
 
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Saturday 10th May, 2003 at 02:53.57
 #1: I think better with Spanish punctuation. #2: I have thought of nothing fun in the last two hours
for $52 | anyone can conceive a god on video