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It's almost a full moon. The sun has just set. I'm listening to OK Computer. This is the precise time I think I just began to understand. There's such a long way to go, but now, now I can forgive. I just hope I manage to remember what I've learned.

I wonder whether, when I realise it all, I'll ever be able to forgive myself...

I've liked the books I've recently read a lot.

    mood: enlightened
    choon: Radiohead - Electioneering
Comments
From:syzygy55555 [.]
Posted: Sunday 11th May, 2003 at 15:36.36
 
i love that photo.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Monday 12th May, 2003 at 00:55.33
 ^_^
Thank you so much.

I tried my best.
From:pynk_physh [.]
Posted: Sunday 11th May, 2003 at 16:57.01
 
beautiful :)
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Monday 12th May, 2003 at 00:57.18
 thankies
It didn't quite turn out how I envisaged it, but still, I'm a terrible photographer and it was a spur of the moment thing. I really appreciate the encouragement :)
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Sunday 11th May, 2003 at 19:03.15
 
Best photo ever. Is that you? I have no idea what you look like, I just realized.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Monday 12th May, 2003 at 00:27.33
 just another usual day
Now that's a compliment coming from you...

Yes, it a self-portrait of beautiful, beautiful me. The funny thing is, since I took the photo a month ago, I hadn't lived like that at all until yesterday... Now I see that maybe it's the only way. Maybe it's destined for my life to be like that and actually, it doesn't have to be so bad.

I don't plan on showing you what I look like just yet :p
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Monday 12th May, 2003 at 20:16.39
 
Awww, no fair, I showed you mine now show me yours.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 00:10.24
 convince me.
Like you'd be so lucky...
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 03:30.48
 The power of persuasion?
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 06:03.45
 do you have any?
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 12:58.26
 Not over the net, no.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 14:38.42
 I'm sure you underestimate yourself.
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 14:42.01
 Aha!
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 01:40.47
 Yeah, and?
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 13:19.49
 (blank blank)
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 13:39.12
 Don't pretend.
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 13:41.56
 
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 13:47.36
 I think that that's the point.
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 13:51.37
 
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 14:04.48
 i don't think i am
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 14:39.27
 
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 14:48.12
 Lies. I am far more sane than you.
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 14:54.42
 Never!
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 15:11.51
 I don't see anything to persuade me otherwise.
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 15:16.48
 
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 15:19.41
 Come on - I was naked in my picture.
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 15:24.44
 Don't you have to be 18?
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 15:26.47
 "Topless" means somthing different for guys.
From:cheapglitter [.]
Posted: Monday 12th May, 2003 at 11:09.24
 
beautiful<3
Ok Computer is one of my favourite albums.

From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Monday 12th May, 2003 at 14:31.50
 Today I gave blood.
Wow, thank you - you're wonderful.

Who doesn't love OK Computer? I still can't decide between it and The Bends, but never mind.

The weekend's been so weird I'm not sure what to think. I have such deep enmity for some people and they make me hate myself for wanted to hurt them and being able to help others so little. Also, for having so little influence to change what I remembered I can see. Sorry.
From:cheapglitter [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 11:48.33
 Re: Today I gave blood.
It depends on the day I think. The Bends is more accessible but OK Computer is harder to get out of (if you'd ever want to?).I'm going to see them in december,a little bit excited.

they make me hate myself for wanted to hurt them and being able to help others so little.
no-one can help other people all the time even if it's selfish.from what you write on here you seem like a good friend and i'm probably missing the point wholly but you change the people you know and you help them by being around them and that's all any one person can do maybe.

its terrible to say but I'm not very eloquent today and you intrigue me.take care X
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 01:36.10
 Re: Today I gave blood.
From:cheapglitter [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 10:15.18
 Re: Today I gave blood.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 12:58.54
 .i want to give more today.
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Friday 16th May, 2003 at 10:02.45
 No comment
I wish I could take photos like that
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Friday 16th May, 2003 at 10:46.01
 Do so more often, please.
It is more than likely that you can.

What has been happening? - I wish to be informed. I dislike being forgotten due to my lack of an msn presence.
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 15:11.03
 Heh
Nah I'm envious of images like that - total perfection - I can't take photos (observation) so I take photos (realisation) which are just a mish-mash of ideas and feelings but the image is usually not brilliant
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 15:24.44
 Youn think I jest?
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 15:30.47
 Re: Youn think I jest?
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 15:35.36
 Maybe you do?
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 15:49.10
 I know you don't. I'm rabbiting.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 16:03.50
 I never jest.
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 16:12.45
 I'm sure you don't.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 16:26.02
 Never.
From:ickleprincess [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 16:35.36
 Course not.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 16:45.52
 Hah! - Joker.
From: (Anonymous Coward) [.]
Posted: Sunday 30th November, 2003 at 10:34.28
 
i'm commenting on all your entrys now give me the code.
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