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It's almost a full moon. The sun has just set. I'm listening to OK Computer. This is the precise time I think I just began to understand. There's such a long way to go, but now, now I can forgive. I just hope I manage to remember what I've learned.

I wonder whether, when I realise it all, I'll ever be able to forgive myself...

I've liked the books I've recently read a lot.

    mood: enlightened
    choon: Radiohead - Electioneering
Comments
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Monday 12th May, 2003 at 00:27.33
 just another usual day
Now that's a compliment coming from you...

Yes, it a self-portrait of beautiful, beautiful me. The funny thing is, since I took the photo a month ago, I hadn't lived like that at all until yesterday... Now I see that maybe it's the only way. Maybe it's destined for my life to be like that and actually, it doesn't have to be so bad.

I don't plan on showing you what I look like just yet :p
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Monday 12th May, 2003 at 20:16.39
 
Awww, no fair, I showed you mine now show me yours.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 00:10.24
 convince me.
Like you'd be so lucky...
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 03:30.48
 The power of persuasion?
Aren't I?
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 06:03.45
 do you have any?
You're thinking on an entirely different scale several powers down :p
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 12:58.26
 Not over the net, no.
Oh, well.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 14:38.42
 I'm sure you underestimate yourself.
You don't seem to mind...
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Tuesday 13th May, 2003 at 14:42.01
 Aha!
See? You want me to care. Translation= you want to show me after I beg a little. Damn male ego.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 01:40.47
 Yeah, and?
What's so wrong with that, huh?

As long as you realise I still wouldn't have shown you...
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 13:19.49
 (blank blank)
(insert witty comment about how you will show me one day here)
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 13:39.12
 Don't pretend.
I think I just realised that I should feel uncomfortable having this conversation.

teasing to come later (maybe)
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 13:41.56
 
huh? You lost me somewhere. Uncomfortable about...?
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 13:47.36
 I think that that's the point.
I don't know. I just think I should be.

The only problem is how fucking slow my webserver is...
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 13:51.37
 
Well, I think you're insane, so we're even. Get a chat thingie. Just do it. I'm bored, and looking at pictures would give me something to do.
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 14:04.48
 i don't think i am
Did I not yet explain to you how the school made all chat applications b0rken? Looking back through my comments, evidently not. Why not send them an email (preferably semi-sensible and/or unrelated to me) about how fucking stupid their policy is, and asking them to reinstate MSN's functionality?

You only ever want to speak to me when you're bored...
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 14:39.27
 
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 14:48.12
 Lies. I am far more sane than you.
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 14:54.42
 Never!
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 15:11.51
 I don't see anything to persuade me otherwise.
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 15:16.48
 
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 15:19.41
 Come on - I was naked in my picture.
From:porphyria [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 15:24.44
 Don't you have to be 18?
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Wednesday 14th May, 2003 at 15:26.47
 "Topless" means somthing different for guys.
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