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On Living

It's almost a full moon. The sun has just set. I'm listening to OK Computer. This is the precise time I think I just began to understand. There's such a long way to go, but now, now I can forgive. I just hope I manage to remember what I've learned.

I wonder whether, when I realise it all, I'll ever be able to forgive myself...

I've liked the books I've recently read a lot.

    mood: enlightened
    choon: Radiohead - Electioneering
From:turkeyphant [.]
Posted: Saturday 17th May, 2003 at 12:58.54
 .i want to give more today.
Grrrrr, I wanted tickets so badly, only it's right in the middle of term so I can't go. I'd do anything to be able to get to those shows, but there's no way round it so I guess I'm stuck. Still, whenever I go back and listen to their albums, I remember how essential it is for me to watch them live at least once... Bah.

I don't really have any anger at the moment - only detached indifference, complete numbness. I'm thinking I'm all forgotten and left out and alone, whilst also feeling sheer hatred toward some people's ideologies. And yes, I'm overwhelmed by apathy too. If it weren't for exams and everything, I'm sure I'd be feeling much more intense melancholy but, for now, it's only ambivalence. Sorry, I don't know what I'm saying right now and I'm beginning to annoy myself. I just don't know how I'll be able to capture this in a photograph.

Huh, what book?
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