June 20th, 2002


Empty house, empty thoughts.

[insert this song’s lyrics here]

In some ways, I like staying at home with nothing to do and nothing doing.
It gives me time to sit alone with music and my thoughts.
I also watch far too much television. Perhaps it's because I envy the lives of people in the shows. People who always come up with funny quips, have loving friendships with all the people they want, can get away with crazy things and say what they really mean. And don't mess up.
I wonder what sort of life I'll have in three months' time?